So why I still talk to the asshole- who knows, but I am very proud of myself for the following rant I just gave him- feel free to copy and paste to the asses in your life sisters!

here is what I absolutley don’t understand- it’s not fate, its not Gods, its not that you can’t give me what I want- it’s that you DONT, you WONT, for some reason you see this as all out of your contraol when it is completely and totally in your hands and in your power
 and I think its very passive aggressive
I think you are not accepting any responsibility
 its annoying, its selfish to put it all on someone else
or something else or whatever
and I don’t get it because in every other aspect of your life you are in control
you accept responsibility
 you take action
but with me, for some reason, with ME, you just won’t
and it is very hurtful to love someone that throws that away and won’t give you a reason other than the gods
if you would just say, NO M, I don’t love you at least that I would understand- I could wrap my brain on that
but instead you put it on me
I have to be the one to say that and make it some self-actualization thing
and be hurt, and you sit there – la dee da- well I never meant to hurt you, well I don’t want to hurt you- I will do what you want
and I tell you what I want and you say, I’ve never been able to give you what you want!
it’s absolute bullshit is what it is
 you can take a day off for R, for family, you can get on a plane for a guys weekend, you can take a full 2 weeks to stay in London
you have power to do all that but you say you love me and you have no control as to if we ever see each other again
that you leave to fate
like I said I don’t fall in love often or easily- if you do good for you, but think long and hard before you just chew it up and spit it out
or even worse, just sit there and do nothing and let it just go by

Not going to be abother sucker in sin city!